This entry is part of the 31-Day Writing Challenge 2021 from Five Minute Friday. “So what have you been thinking about?,” he asked. In the precise imprecision of language, thoughts give way to ideas, possibilities, hopes, dreams. “What if …? What about …? Could we …? What do you think about …?” (How is it that words can so befuddle a wordsmith’s thoughts?)Īnd as the words spilled out haphazardly, confusing and distorting the very thoughts she’d asked to know, her own thoughts joined with his, creating new thoughts, new life … and, yes, new fears. He wanted to retreat again, into the quiet refuge of thought. They described ideas he hadn’t had, distorted images that had been crystal clear before being breathed out. The words were, as expected, insufficient, inexact, incorrect. Fears peeked out as if from behind night-darkened trees. So slowly, haltingly, the words blew out. “Well, can’t you think out loud? I want to know what’s going on inside you.” (Does it always have to be about something? Can’t we just think ? To think about reduces the transcendent firmament of thought to a single, inconsequential subject line.)
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“So what are you thinking about?,” she pressed.
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(It’s funny how that works, isn’t it-how we think in words, but verbalizing our thoughts fundamentally alters them?) In the very act of speaking, the thoughts would dissipate into nothingness. The thoughts were mere wisps of cloud speaking them would be a breeze distorting their already-shapeless being. How could he possibly put that burden on her? Not now-already there was too much fear, too much insecurity, too much uncertainty … too much of too little.īesides, the thoughts weren’t even formed in his own mind words to express them would certainly fail. In truth, he was thinking thoughts so weighty they almost terrified him.